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HELLO I WILL UPDATE THIS THING SOON (:
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Thursday, December 31, 2009
EDITED, PLEASE SCROLL DOWN!
PICTURES! SO THAT YOU PEEPS ARE AT LEAST INTERESTED IN READING BELOW.
All these pictures are from my phone, so the nice scenery pics aren't here. Cause they're in the DSLR or the compact cameras. Not my phone.
Me checking out if my lips were cracked, and if I was dripping mucus. ._.
In the cold weather, phew. Couldn't really tell if you had mucus or not.
I KNOW IT'S UNGLAM. IF YOU DON'T LIKE TO SEE ME UNGLAM, GO AWAY! SHOO!.
Nice sky huh. It was around maybe 3 degrees here? Doesn't look like it yeah. Behind us was a patch of frozen ground haha.
Random waterwheel.
Well, you gotta admit, the hotel does entertain their customers pretty well. (:
Well, last day of the year, huh.
Good thing i chionged out the present in time. It's by far my largest-effort present, i think. heh.
It's one of the crappiest presents though, i guess cause i made it myself. D;
But well, it's the thought that counts! I hope.
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Spent the day doing 300. Yeowtch, haven't done it for ages. Took quite a long time.
Then went to borrow books. How to: Karate, and some background on dreams and dream intepretation. Kinda different subject matter, i know.
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Urm.
So happy old year, i guess.
Looking back, well...
*looks at watch, sees that i have until 1.30 to type.*
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Kay, semi-long reflective period:
These four years in RI have been interesting, fun, tough, and every bit lifechanging.
I first thought that this was a mugger school, that me who somehow scraped in through a borderline pass in PSLE would be pretty much screwed in this school.
Academically wise, well, in fact i was pretty shitty in maths and Chinese, but overall it wasn't too taxing, and - I hate to say this, but I actually found some kind of perverse, sick pleasure in studying for the EOYs.
I know, it's wrong, it's sick and disturbing, but I may have started to like studying. ._.
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Friends, whew. I made some, lost some, but somehow, i've been coming to a realisation of myself, who I really am, and how i should change myself.
My friends, i noted, have drifted from me, surely as time goes by. Some hang on for longer, some shorter, but ultimately, ultimately, i'm left alone and watching these old cliques and companionships move on.
I don't like that, but it seems to be the truth.
Course, i make friends, i make plenty of friends. But as quickly as these friendships form, they disappear, falling back into the distant net of aquaintances.
I guess I should spend my time in JC searching for my buddies, my friends, my soulmate , ( that one i already found. <3
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WELL. MOST OF MY POST DISAPPEARED. I DON'T LIKE THIS. EDIT NEXT TIME THEN. BYEEE!
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EDIT.
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Kay, I'm lazy to write all the junk i wrote yesterday. I touched on topics like attitude, skills, social improvement, appearances..
Quite a lot. So i'll just sum em all up, in maybe a couple of paragraphs.
This year is special, not just because it is another new year, but because, well, it's a change. A change from single sex schools, a change in lifestyle, even, a new year for us.
I used to look at new years, new schools, new friends, with some sort of apprehension and even fear. Not this time, i guess. Why should I, anyway? Looking back, I'm beginning to find fufilment, to find love; not just love for my girlfriend, but love for learning, love for improvement, love for life. My life, especially in sec 3 and 4, has seen so much change, thanks to a whole slew of interlinked factors. From MOV to Talentime, my interests in dance and beatbox has blossomed. From friends, and my admiration of them, my interests for singing and guitar, has been piqued. From bee, from newfound friends, my self confidence and consequently social skills has improved. (Along with fashion sense, i hope. )
I'll tackle this new year head on, hoping to continuing finding new interests, new ways of fufiling my life to the max. Resolutions will come later, (about an hour later, actually) and somehow, i have the confidence that I can fufill at least SOME of them.
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I do wonder what would happen, though. Everything will be new, and I'm not sure what would become of my lofty ambitions and optimistic outlook the moment i step into the competitive school life...
Ah well. Whatever it is, let's all wait, with baited breath, and remember, remember these times, as yet another beginning rushes towards us.
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Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors.
12:37 AM
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