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Tuesday, May 25, 2010
ahh shit damn stress.

Why didn't i settle the ccal camp thing sooner. D:

GP FIRST!

10:00 PM

Sunday, May 23, 2010
I'M HAVING AWESOME DREAMS LATELY.

LOVE IT!

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Today, i'mma writing in a narrative style. It's fun, especially when there's parts in the dream i can't remember. I blame not being able to find my dream book and having to type it down in my phone when i wake up.

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It was just another day.. well, actually it was my day off. It felt good to just walk around on the Moon, instead of zipping around and protecting the citizens here as part of my job as a combat specialist.

(Wtf, i know.)

I was on a beach, enjoying the day with my friend whom i can't remember who, watching the blue sphere that is Earth far far away. But then..

I HAD TO RUSH INTO A ROOM FOR SOME REASON! (I'm giving up the story-line style alr lah. Too many gaps in my dream.)

So, wielding my trusty waterbottle gun, (Looks like a normal coke bottle, you shoot out from the base.) I blasted into one of the brick rooms bodering the waterfront of the beach. Turns out that that was actually a prisoner interrogation centre and i had interruped some form of interrogation going on. It looked like some terrorise. I mumbled my apologies and went out.

AND THEN I HAD TO RUSH BACK IN AGAIN!

Blasting through the wall again, (it must be pretty high-tech to regenerate so fast) I apologised, again, and went to the connecting room, to pee i think.

This time, instead of blasting my way out, i opted to actually use a door, and i entered a corridor and picked a random room to go to. Rasyidah was there, in handcuffs that were so loose she was just slipping them off when i came in.

She had some minor offence, she said, but screw it, i'm going home. You people can't tie handcuffs properly anyway.

I faced a very strong moral dillema then, she was my friend! But i was obligated to shoot her for breach of security. Me being some elite special ops person anyway.


Threatening her all the way, i walked behind her with my gun to her head, until she stopped in front of the girls' toilet.

"I'm going now, i bet you won't dare to shoot me anyway."

I guess, she was right. In a last ditch attempt to scare her though, i swtiched my bottle-gun to secondary fire and launched a smoke grenade just over her head and into the toilets.

Then Yihuan my streetdance ccal ran out screaming.

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PART 2:

Was in a medium-sized shopping centre, shaped like an square, with a huge space down the middle. Something like parts of Far East. Was with denise there, and for some reason we had to evacuate the building. It seemed like a terrorist attack or something. Everyone was streaming down, heading for the underground train systems.

Me and Denise got hopelessly lost, there was like tons of underpasses that lead around in circles. Finally someone pointed to us the way to go, and we ran down the dimly-lit green tile underpass and emerged in a large basement area.
It's like the space under the road overpasses i guess, scruffy vegetation and litter everywhere. There were a few train tracks there, so we had to just follow the tracks out. We were joined by my friend, some guy.

For some reason, we were very much in a hurry, and we had to run like mad. It got scary when a train came, it passed super close to denise as she was stuck between some fat-ass supporting pillar and the track. The train just passed right in front of her and she had to press herself into the wall.

We were all running, but i was really running very slow. Only near the end, i realised that..

HEY! I'M ON THE MOON! I'M LIGHT!

And i sprinted and caught back up. After exiting the basement area, we emerged into a normal street, and joined a crowd of people crouched cautiously on the steps leading up to aa domed round building that looked like the train terminal.

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10:47 PM

Thursday, May 20, 2010
Whoo, the last post was the 333rd post.





Ahwell, anyway..





GRIFFLES!





"Being griffles is NOT cool. It is HOTTTT."

Very freaking hot. Haha.

But it was fun! Really really, the experience of a lifetime. Walking down the red carpet hehe, feeling the joy and attitude that perhaps only Griffles can show, high-fiving the higher-ups in the school board...

It's really really unforgettable.

Thanks yezhou, welras, junlem for everything. Would have died without you guys. (:

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Tennis!

Realised I still love the game. It's really really exciting if you know what's going on. (:

Boys' doubles was very epic, and for the girls we ended up cheering for this Claire person alot. It's okay, you played really well!


Ryan! Good job! It was a tough matchup for you, and you did what you could. Hope you didn't stress your knee too much, maybe you should wear high socks next time hehe!

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Oh goodness i'm talking like melody now. haha. ohno!

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Went home with alvin moses zhengxi. Fun smses. (:




Bye!


-edit-
It hurts, definitely, but it's not something i regret.
It's for the best, i guess.

8:59 PM

Tuesday, May 18, 2010
okay an update!

Whoa, it's been AGEESSS.

okay first 3 things on the adgenda!

Dance Night!
Science Camp!
My latest awesome dream!


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DANCE NIGHTTT!

The sense of accomplishment, relief, togetherness, was just incredible. Dancing on stage, being with my batchmates and seniors, lifting the back curtain during the breaking segment of Take It Off and seeing every row filled, every seat with the figure of an audience, the almost solid sense of energy present on stage..

wow.

And when the emcee said "introducing the raffles dancers", and we all raised our hands, that feeling was incredible.

I'm a dancer. Regardless of my cca, regardless of if i'm having formal training, as long as i keep this passion, keep this spirit alive, I will always be a dancer. And I will always remember this moment.

I'm sure many other dancers have blogged about this, so i guess there's not much point in expressing myself too much. The feeling is really just so.. indescribable.

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Science camp!

Nothing much lor. Haha. Good luck batchmates! We won't have the J2s along with us for this new chapter in Street, but it's okay! We will do them proud, we will do our teachers and parents proud. (:

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Awesome dream!

I HAD THIS SUPER AWESOME DREAM LAST NIGHT.
GUESS THERE ARE BENEFITS TO SLEEPING EARLY. (:

Picture a lush tropical island, a dot in the middle of a endless blue ocean.

The island... OF THE LXD.

Us, the guys in Streetdance, were making our way to participate in the filming. It was a long and difficult journey, but we had made it.

We were walking in a building, just grey walkways and full length glass walls on both sides. We could see the treetops from our walkway, and the gilttering ocean beyond. We finally reached what seemed like a connecting area to the final filming area, and in true Survivor sense I rummaged through abandoned wallets i found in this holding room of sorts. I had the sense that perhaps, for some reason, these people had not made it.

Guess it was really tough getting into the LXD.

There were denominations of every currency, most notably Vietnamese for some reason. Dat wasn't there, so I just kept the Singaporean dollars. Not much.

Anyway, I kept the money, and with a nod to my fellow dancers, I opened the door.

An almost factory-style building greeted us, and it was filled with grey and metal, with shadows everywhere.

Everywhere, except that the air was abuzz with energy and you could feel the quickened pace here.

Immediately we all split up, running to our respective venues to get ready for our performance. I followed rachel and i think clive for a while, then realised that shit, they were going to the Take It Off venue! Not the Icebox one which i was supposed to be at.

Running back, i passed what could be said was the "viewing" room where there was a small audience of what seemed like press, and a large screen was showing the start of the Icebox was already being played. It was a cool roving camera shot of everyone in a frozen pose, with white figures on the floor, and dark figures standing up. It was a japanese-style room, white-brown wooden screens and everything. just as i exited the room to head to my venue, the white figure all did rollback to backflips and the icebox music started playing.

Cursing myself, i finally found the dressing room, but knowing it was too late, i just waited for the performance to end.
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After that, it was the JC2 farewell party, i guess?

Not sure why, but i was at a nice long perfect beach by myself in that afternoon, I just knew i had time to burn. Maybe i choped the space for farewell.

It was in every way the perfect beach. It seemed from another time, definitely, with a fallen tree near my area lying parallel to the beach, underwater and already fossilised.

The water was perfectly blue and clear, and I could see all the way into, well all the way. perhaps even 50 meters, until the water got too dark as it gets deeper of the coast. Perhaps it was the same "LXD island"? certianly seems like it. There was nothing in the horizon in sight.

Put my phone down and played songs while i chilled in the water. tide came up later though, and kinda submerged my phone. I took it to somewhere more dry, and realised i had 5 missed calls from some indian in the Dance Night Org Comm.

Whatever it was, it quickly became nighttime, and evryone came over for the farewell. It was largely an emo affair, sure there was camwhoring, but not much. For some reason I was pdaing with SOMEONE like crazy, and kept thanking her while hugging her. And not in the just friends way too. I'm not going to say who that someone is, but it just bothered me abit when i woke up.

We took a MRT back from the island, across a linkbridge that was definitely very high up in terms of altitude. could see a few small islands from the mrt. And somehow it was evening only, (despite being night just now) and there was a really really really awesome sunset going on. It was a pulsing sunset that sent gold shimmers down the horizon, and every pulse was an explosion of orange that faded into purple sky. After perhaps a few of this pulses, I told the seniors to look, and while they looked the sun gave a final pulse and adruptly it became night, and where the sun was on the horizon there was a giant floating platform where a mega-rock concert was taking place. At least 10 thousand people were there, seeing that we could see people from probably like hundreds of kilometers away. Giant screens were there too, it looked it was a Tokio Hotel concert.

Went back, reached Sentosa MRT. (DON'T ASK ME!)
Some teacher asked me hurry up and settle the Dance Night budget.

Another teacher complained that eh! He left his food or some sort in the MRT.

it was already 11pm plus at that time, so my CT Mr Chen suggested dinner.

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9:15 PM

Sunday, May 2, 2010
I thought you would understand. I thought you would see how difficult it was for me.

But i guess not.


But I'm sorry all the same. And for the final time, it's all my fault.
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Icebox.

8:01 AM

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