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HELLO I WILL UPDATE THIS THING SOON (:
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Saturday, December 8, 2007
Once again I regret asking someone about my homework. It reminded me of all the shit I have to do in less than two weeks. I'm going to Malaysia or Indonesia from the 10th to the 15th. I always mix the countries up. Sigh. It's not that I hate work. In fact, I kinda look forward to the school year, with new friends, new things to learn, and yes, homework. Going through this holiday with a more mature mind, I kinda wonder why I've been looking forward to this at all. True, there is almost unlimited gaming. True, there is practically infinite time to go out. But I didn't. Most days I just spend in front of the damned telly because I couldn't be arsed to bring an umbrella out because it was raining. And when it wasn't raining I still watched T.V. I guess it's because I'm just not a people person. Har Har, you say. I guess then I've been (like what most people in Lit say) "Living behind a facade." Don't we all, anyway? Once again I lament about my lack of social skills and my laziness to build them up. Maybe I should change my blog to "antisocial like antisocialvakia" But it'll sound retarded. All the places I was supposed to go, all the things I was supposed to do didn't happen. I'm just caught by the sin of Sloth. Haiyo. What a shitty way to spend the hols... cooped up at home hanging the damn clothes and watching variety shows.
Anyway, tomorrow's a new day! Another day to stone at church and not fit in with the rest of the youth because I don't "click" with them. Another day to smile at those people who seem to think I'm some mugger freak "Because I'm in RI"
Actually this wasn't supposed to be the main point of the post. So sue me.
I'm really looking forward to OBS, though. I heard it rocks and yay! We'll be going with the new class which I hope isn't some "guai" class. Now, I resolve to go out every day until the end of the hol's! Doesn't matter where, just out of the house. Swim, Gym, Library, Movies, Outings, whatever. I don't really care. It's not healthy to be alone in the house all the time, anyway. And I still need to get my tan.
So, yeah. Bye for now. Need to pack my stuff.
8:45 PM
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